"the hardest decision you will ever have to make / lies underneath your fingers" - dead wax inscription
I've been thinking a lot lately about changes. About who I am. About what direction my life is going.
Fifteen years ago, I was a different person. I was young, idealistic, and thought that anything and everything was possible. I was half right. Anything and everything is possible. I was only half right about this because I made a gigantic miscalculation.
It's up to me to make it happen.
It's not that I am lazy. Far from it. I am a stubborn ass. If I set my mind on something, there is no stopping me.
The problem? I feel like my life is constantly being pulled in two directions. The life I am living. Safe, comfortable, predictable. And the life I could be living.
I am too scared to make the change.
Failing would be the death of me. The twist? Not trying will be the death of me too, just in a different way.